Numb

The heart continues to twist and bend
Is there ever a time when feelings end?
The sleepless nights with racing thoughts

Do you fight a battle between oughts and noughts?

Prayers to a God, Do you believe in yourself?
creating an identity that doesn't annoy oneself
coping but speaking nothing of your heart
bleeding and craving for a fresh start

Asking for a band-aid to cover the wound
Is there no way to stop the doom?
The rampant desires, the red hot flames
Do you scream out loud to lessen the pain?

The barrier is broken, the accord breached
you are spinning around at a frightening speed
The rage and the love, its all together
The dreams, the commitments, the trust betrayed forever.